Work and friends and possibly more than a fling?

I have to apologize greatly for not bloging so much lately. I have been soooo busy lately. I am working at Staples now, and its been so crazy busy because we are already doing back to school sales and we have been getting swamped. and being so busy i have been very tired when i get home, so i am not online as much as i used to when i didnt have a job.


And when i am not at work or at home sleeping, i am spending time with the most amazing friends I have ever met. Dont get me wrong, the people i have left behind in Omaha are all still with me in my heart. Greg, Stacey, Aly, Ted, other Stacey.. and of course the most precious tin my life, my Lilith, whom i miss so very much. there is not a day go by that i dont think of her. My heart aches to hold my daughter. but i know deep down, she is where she needs to be. She is healthy, and she is happy.  
But the people i have been hanging around lately, they are all sorts of fun and warmth.. Crystal and Rous, who i met at the Pride fair as well as their adorable children Awhen and Kai who i just love to pieces.
and then my other friends, my online friends turned into such awesomeness! i had finally met Amanda & Sean who just pure awesomeness. I cant wait to be able to hang out with them more and more ^^


And then... *sigh* Nate... Oh Goddess... He's cute. He's sweet. he's got a job, which is a HUGE plus..  He's i dont know.. i dont even know what to call this.. its new, totally unexpected.. another reason why i love Amanda & Sean.. i met him through them. lol, just meeting him, i was pretty much stunned.. im glad i decided to go out that night or I dont think i would feel like this. We have been pretty much talking almost non stop except when either of us are working or sleeping. we have a date planned for this next Thursday so of course i will TRY to write about that when it comes. its just the start of something beautiful..i can tell. I feel it within my heart,my soul. And I am hopping that this is it.

Everything is just so perfect right now.  i stumbled onto this status earlier "doesn't need to wish on stars because everything in this moment is perfect."  and that's how i feel right now.the planets and stars are all aligned in the right spots to make everything happen the way its happening! the job, the people i been around,Nate.. its all coming together. I do not regret moving back to Columbus. I feel its the best thing i have done. and i dont think i could be happier <3

*And on a even better note* 

Seraphina is just as happy, and approves of everything ^^

Storms...

Happy Full Moon! I am finally back. I have been out for a moment. Ohio had a storm that ended up knocking out all the power. It is good to finally be back online.

I dont know why, but I am always amazed by how awesomely powerful storms can be. Not only powerful, but awe struck, energizing as well as relaxing. As well as with the rumble of the thunder and the electrifying Lightning. Its my most favorite thing in the world. I love the energy.