"Change your thoughts...."

"Change your thoughts, change your life." This is the one thing i hold on to dearly. The one thing that i was taught while living in Columbus. All you have to do is change the way you think. When i went for the job interview, there is reasons why i told people not to say "good luck" no. it has nothing to do with luck. i got it because in my mind, i already visioned myself in this job. I told my self i already have it therefore there is no i need for luck. Your mind is a very powerful tool that does not get all the credit it deserves. This is yet one other reason why i do not need medication. I was born this way for a reason, not for people to pump me full of toxic drugs. but to learn and cope with it as naturally as i can. When i am drugged, i am not myself. I can not be myself. in fact even my Epathic abilities shut down while drugged, and that is how i know and understand other people. That is not me. I have learned that the only way to fix my self is to be myself. let nature takes its course. We are nature. I am nature. We do not give drugs to the Earth when she Dies and goes through Winter do we? so why should we have to use drugs when our bodies, minds, spirits decide it is time to go through our personal winter? And through this winter, all i need is deep meditation, lots of communication, and daily affirmations like "I AM love" "I am Joy" "I am Happy" then with time my winter will soon turn to spring once again.