What can I do? I cant drop everything in my life and go running to save him. Nor do I even have the money to be able to go back home. I miss my home. I miss Omaha. I miss My daughter. I miss Him.
And now he is in trouble for something that he did not do. and I am here. not able to help in any way. and it hurts. it hurts to know that his life is screwed up, and i cannot be there for him, to lift him up, just a bit. like he has done for me so many times. I cannot count how many times he has actually saved me. Too many times to count. and i feel that i should do something but alas, i cannot do anything, but be there for him if he wishes to talk to me about his problems.
He is my best friend, and he still has a huge part of my heart. and im not sure if he is aware of this. which i am fine with that, i just wish he actually knew how much i care. because i honestly dont think he see's.
I Just pray to Morrighan, the Dark Goddess we both cherish, that she keep a watchful eye over him. Keep him safe. Keep him calm. Keep him at peace. Help him get his child back into his arms. Help him to see that there is love. That there is people out there who actually care and love him. Help him to see that he does indeed have friends who would never stab him in the back.
This Dark Angel is depressed. Only because she does care, and she does worry for her precious friend. This Dark Angel will continue to pray very hard for him.
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