Ok, so I have a question. Is the word 'therapist' written on my forehead that only people who wont listen to my advise can see? Talking to this guy saying he's going to kill himself, what's the point, I'm alone, always will be.. Etc etc... And I tell him, I am there for him, he's got kids, tell him to find the positives in being alone, tell him there is so much to live for. He won't bloody listen. he eventually said that it is partly MY fault because I turned him down once. umm.. How about move on? I told him at the time that I have way too much shit on my plate to be with anyone. And now after the crappy relationship that I just got out of, I really don't want to be with anyone right now. I am embracing the loneliness. I am being me. So its my fault that he is suicidal. Seriously? So I tell him the only way that I can make sure that you stay alive, I'm gonna have to call someone to have him hospitalized... then he blocks me. Seriously? Why even bother talking to me in the first place if he's not going to even listen to advice? Why even talk to me if I am the reason why you are like this? I don't get it. Please someone explain this insanity to me?
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